1 Kings 19
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is going to change the way I think about a lot of things.
I know that
without a doubt, but I thought for my life to be changed in a radical way a
radical thing had to happen.
In my mind,
Radical = a
big huge event
Very rarely
do I think of radical as something small or quiet like “a gentle whisper”.
Last week,
all I wanted was confirmation that I was doing the right thing; that I was
actually called to be a part of Edge Corps, that what I was doing was enough,
that I wasn’t alone. I wanted something big to reaffirm me. I wanted to feel
something. I wanted to cry. I wanted something big.
Nope, I
couldn’t cry. I didn’t feel anything. Nothing radical happened.
Or at least
my concept of radical didn’t happen. But God was all over last week.
The Lord
told Elijah He was going to pass by the mountain he was on. Great winds came, an earthquake
happened, and fire occurred, but the Bible says God was not in any of those
things.
(Those are
big things and they change a lot about the landscape of the earth. I find myself thinking “Elijah, how
were you not moved by those things?”)
How cool is
it that Elijah was moved by a whisper?! A whisper.
He waited
through 3 huge events. He knew that wasn’t the Lord speaking to him.
God does
move and speak in big ways, but sometimes He wants us to be patient and wait
for His gentle whisper.
My prayer is
to wait on the Lord. He is faithful and He will provide for my desire to feel
something, to be moved. Maybe it will be in big ways, but I want to be so in tune
that I will wait and not miss His whisper.
P.S: I also really like this song: ENJOY
I LOVE THAT YOU POSTED THIS!! that passage was so close to my heart last summer!! and it continues to encourage me to this day.
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